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I have never witnessed the clouds bursting so ferociously in the sky before; streaks of diabolical lightening sweep viciously across the fathomless cosmos,

I have never witnessed the waves rise so treacherously in the oceans before; savagely clashing in torrents against the chain of black rocks,

I have never witnessed the soil reverberate more thunderously before; every structure on obdurate ground collapsing like a pack of frigid matchsticks,

I have never witnessed the breeze so violently rustling before; an incomprehensibly sinister voice echo through the hollow valleys,

I have never wtinessed lava so fulminating from the belly of earth before; charring even the most infinitesimal of organism in near vicinity,

I have never witnessed avalanches build up so prolifically before; mammoth mountains of insidiously freezing ice; uncouthly devouring each innocuous structure; as they diffused into infinite balls of snow,

I have never witnessed that ominously orange tinge in the sky before; the wave of untamed anger lingering profound and austerely profuse; even after the Sun had
disappeared beyond the horizons,

I have never witnessed the Moon stay so long behind the blanket of clouds before; accentuating evil shades of the night to the most unprecedented limits,

I have never witnessed the river swell so gigantically before; incarcerating even the most astronomical summit of the colossal mountain; in its tumultuous swirl,

I have never witnessed the fires blazing so poignantly before; with the flames relentlessly crackling; even torrential downpours of inclement rain,

I have never witnessed the scorpions running so menacingly in the fields before; ready to stab their venomous fangs into whomsoever who came their way,

I have never witnessed the battalion of vultures soaring so ardently over the bustling city; awaiting every unleashing minute to descend down; and pluck the eyes of humble entities hovering around,

I have never witnessed the atmosphere turn a ghastly scarlet at the unveiling of ethereal dawn; droplets of satanic blood raining down unrelentingly from the festoon of
tree leaves,

I have never witnessed the sands whistle at such thunderbolt velocities before; wholesomely blinding innocuous personalities who unwittingly crept their way,

I have never witnessed the fleet of panthers unite together before; galloping towards the blissful township; to ruthlessly pulverize the township of impeccable humans into raw bone,
I have never witnessed the rocks tumble down in such a rampant frenzy before; fanatically augmenting their fervor as they were just about to kiss the chocolate
brown mud,

I have never witnessed spider weaving its web so boisterously before; oozing countless threads every single second to strangulate its timid prey; to horrendous death,

And I have never witnessed everything in such a frantic turmoil before; everything barbarically looming like a sword upon the holistic earth,

Therefore it is my humble plea to you O! Almighty Lord; on behalf of all my philanthropic countrymen; please forgive us if we might have committed anything
inadvertently against your Omnipotent grace; and even if you don’t want to forgive us; please save this mesmerizing planet from disastrous extinction.

Ask the pristinely large eyed child; as to how does it feel after losing both his parents; to the most tragically unfortunate and demonically pulverizing of car crash?

Ask the century old royal tree; as to how does it feel after being ruthlessly uprooted from its compassionate mother soil; just for viciously illuminating; the politician’s every spurious bonfire night?

Ask the majestically unabashed ocean; as to how does it feel after cold-bloodedly scurrilous man indiscriminately used it for the most derogatory nuclear experimentation; unstoppably killed its aristocratic fish and life; for his worthlessly
impotent cuisine?

Ask the eternally burgeoning mother; as to how does she feel after the most priceless ingredient of her womb; her son; was eventually beheaded by the enemy camp; who’d being diabolically torturing him since times immemorial?

Ask the unsurpassably towering building; as to how does it feel after the brutally devastating earthquake; which uncompromisingly rattled and shattered the foundations of all races and times?

Ask the adroitly blissful fish; as to how does it feel after being heartlessly placed in the unsparingly simmering oven; after relishing and replenishing each element of its life; as the ultimate queen of the fathomless sea?

Ask the bounteously spawning soil; as to how does it feel after being barbarously ploughed with the most invidiously carnivorous pickaxes of menacing steel; in
man’s rapacious thirst to discover and strike gold?

Ask the vivaciously enamoring rainbow; as to how does it feel after the clouds and rain wholesomely disappeared; with nothing else but the indefatigably blazing Sun evaporating every conceivable thing in the atmosphere?

Ask the exuberantly ecstatic youngster; as to how does it feel after being subjected to the direct wrath of the atom bomb; being further left alongwith countless more of his generations to crawl without arms and legs; upon salaciously cold ground?

Ask the fearlessly true soldier; as to how does it feel after being gracefully handed back to his respective country by the opposition; and then being addressed as an infertile traitor for the remainder of his life?

Ask the redolently unconquerable rose; as to how does it feel after each of its compassionate petal in infinite millions of its kind; were sinfully plucked and then pervertedly flushed down the lavatory hole?

Ask the tantalizingly moistened dewdrop; as to how does it feel after the acrimoniously unsparing rays of the belligerent summer; evaporated even the most
infinitesimal ounce of it; till times immemorial?

Ask the convivially ebullient bird; as to how does it feel after the pugnaciously acid coated kite string; satanically cut the impregnably united mass of its wings; into a worthless two?

Ask the independently invincible flag; as to how does it feel after being conquered and replaced; by the flag of ominously incarcerating and deplorably ribald dictatorship?

Ask the unassailably humanitarian blood; as to how does it feel after being amorphously dissected into the devilish boundaries and vindictive differences of
color/caste/creed and tribe?

Ask the ecstatically twinkling eye; as to how does it feel after being subjected to infinite billion tears of sheer hopelessness; inflicted by the venomous commercialism of this treacherously manipulative world today?

Ask the endlessly fantasizing brain; as to how does it feel after being subjected to unendingly sadistic germs of monotony; in order to carry forward the inevitable swirl of pragmatically massacring life?

Ask the immortally passionate heart; as to how does it feel after being hedonistically poisoned with the inconsolable mortuaries; of demonically asphyxiating betrayal?

And the next time you ever feel sad; or hopelessly insignificant; or inexplicably depressed for no ostensible reason and rhyme; even after possessing all of God’s impregnably enamoring endowments upon mankind intact; then please for heaven sake do remember all the answers.

You could free me this very instant from my eyes; but please never free me of that everlastingly bountiful entrenchment of beauty; that they had so marvelously
witnessed; during the tenure of my impoverished life,

You could free me this very instant from my shoulders; but please never free me of the unflinching in which they had so handsomely blazed; during the tenure of my
truncated life,

You could free me this very instant from my lips; but please never free me of the philanthropic festoon of smiles that they had so gregariously executed; during
the tenure of my traumatically shortened life,

You could free me this very instant from my feet; but please never free me of the exhilarating adventure that they had so gorgeously experienced; during the tenure of my disastrously dithering life,

You could free me this very instant from my eyelashes; but please never free me of the unfathomable seduction that they had so tantalizingly blended with; during
the tenure of my indigently curtailed life,

You could free me this very instant from my ears; but please never free me of the magnanimously enthralling sounds that they had so ravishingly heard; during the
tenure of my preposterously ungainly life,

You could free me this very instant from my fingers; but please never free me of the spell binding artistry that they had so majestically diffused; during the tenure of
my pathetically slithering life,

You could free me this very instant from my blood; but please never free me of the religion of humanity that it had so royally coalesced with; during the tenure of
my timidly disappearing life,

You could free me this very instant from my voice; but please never free me of the unparalleled righteousness that it had so regally exhibited; during the tenure of
my sordidly despicable life,

You could free me this very instant from my skin; but please never free me of the unconquerable titillation that it had so wonderfully felt; during the tenure of
my dolorously bereaved life,

You could free me this very instant from my brain; but please never free me of the unfathomably enchanting fantasy that it had so seductively perceived; during the tenure of my fugitively destitute life,

You could free me this very instant from my hair; but please never free me of the unassailable ecstasy that they had so ebulliently been a part of; during the tenure of my ethereally nonchalant life,

You could free me this very instant from my teeth; but please never free me of the intrepid resilience that they had so magnificently oozed; during the tenure of
my insipidly dwindling life,

You could free me this very instant from my perspiration; but please never free me of the persevering essence that it had so resplendently disseminated; during the tenure of my ghoulishly asphyxiating life,

You could free me this very instant from my bones; but please never free me of the astronomical resilience that they had so flamboyantly displayed; during the
tenure of my profoundly lambasted life,

You could free me this very instant from my shadow; but please never free me of the voluptuous softness that it had so fantastically diffused; during the tenure of my agonizingly fluttering life,

You could free me this very instant from my conscience; but please never free me of the irrefutably sparkling righteousness that it had so tirelessly wafted; during the tenure of my manipulatively besieged life,

You could free me this very instant from my soul; but please never free me of the humanitarian goodness that it had so bountifully liberated; during the tenure of
my monotonously obsolete life,

You could free me this very instant from my breath; but please never free me of the timeless sensuousness that it had so Omnisciently perpetuated; during the tenure of my lugubriously faltering life,

And you could free me this very instant from my heart O! Almighty Creator; but please never free me of the immortal love that it had so blissfully bonded with;
during the tenure of my diminutively relinquishing life.

I know I may have pinched you several times; causing you to wince in contorted agony,

I know I may have pummeled you to the ground; hurling at you a volley of poignant abuse,

I know I may have kicked you in the stomach; made a face at you resembling a hideous demon,

I know I may have splashed your face with orange juice; soiling your impeccable clothing with infinite blemishes of black paint,

I know I may have stared at you in animosity; fomenting you to ooze tears down your glistening cheeks,

I know I may have made you trip; poking my large toe deliberately in your way,

I know I may have scowled at you umpteenth number of times; tickling you in your ribs when you didn’t want it the slightest,

I know I may have shrug off the breakfast plate inutter disdain; dictating you thunderously to make it all over again,

I know I may have sprinkled upon you freezing water; inundating your persona with frozen ice in the peak of winter,

I know I may have used my pen to thrash you; more than I might have used it to write literature,

I know I may have philandered with several girls; giving them a peck on their cheeks right in front of your eyes,

I know I may have dropped debris intermittently on the ground; just to appease myself sighting you picking them up,

I know I may have wrecked you out of tranquil sleep large no of times in the night; with a volley of my monstrous snores,

I know I may have interrogated you till eternity; asking you divulge an account of each minute; in order to pacify my suspicions,

I know I may have forgotten your birthday; not remembering to wish you on the hour which God created you,

I know I may not have written to you; even after being weeks away from you on a business trip,

I know I may have drunk boundless pegs of voluptuous wine; stumbling on half the words I uttered in front of your revered parents,

I know I may have curtailed you to household chores; refraining you from stepping out in this flamboyant world,

And I know I may have behaved like a perfect brute all these years; rebuking you on many occasions in front of the society,

But then; they were those moments when the human in me had metamorphosed into a savage animal; the tyranny of earning had crippled the innocent child in me;
annihilating all my perceptions about romance and bondage,

While let me candidly tell you today; that I have always loved you; valued your caress more than any other object existing in this world; have longed for your company more than the Sun has longed to shine; and I know that perhaps you wouldn’t even prefer to look at me in this lifetime of mine; but I will still say this; as I love you more than myself; that please forgive me.

Show me clusters of obnoxious cockroaches; crawling miserably towards the dingy and thoroughly fetid bathroom seat,

Show me an ocean of vicious scorpions; ready to pounce upon and pugnaciously strangulate their prey,

Show me a mountain of garbage emanating a stupendously ghastly odor; repugnantly wading off the tiniest of soul trying to trespass its stinking persona,

Show me a gruesomely deadly spider; oozing overwhelming amounts of poison from its morbidly corrugated tentacles,

Show me a garden of rebellious thorns; fervently awaiting to rip apart the last ounce of breath from my daintily tender body,

Show me an insurmountably distorted mask; with its ghoulish skull like demeanor driving away all zeal and enthusiasm from the conglomerate of my veins,

Show me an open mouthed fleet of hostile sharks; probing menacingly forward with their knife like jaws ready to pulverize the most strongest of entity into diminutive mincemeat,

Show me a pool of satanic blood; acrid strands of glass extruding from innocuous sheets of flawless skin,

Show me a well inundated with diabolical toothed rats; wild chimpanzees snaring their teeth to snap apart blissful traces of life,

Show me the dilapidated box of empty coffin; waiting ardently for a dead body to occupy its solitarily obsolete space,

Show me the wretched visage of the completely squelched building; with plush chunks of colored glass and silken upholstery poking out like pathetically small worms,

Show me a badly injured person; oozing blood from his body like an uncontrollably rampant fountain,

Show me a wholesomely blind man; staggering and floundering abominably on every step that he took on brilliantly illuminated ground,

Show me a wounded battalion of tigers; snarling perilously through the foliated outgrowths of the unimaginably treacherous jungle,

Show me a sac replete with colorless stones; clanging deafeningly against each other with tumultuous ill will and ominous hatred,

Show me an orphaned infant shivering hysterically in the freezing winds; with the crimson blood in his veins virtually frozen to small cubicles of white ice,

Show me fathomless sheets of torn fabric; with infinite dots of blood and sordid mucus adhering to it vehemently from all sides,

Show me the unprecedentedly gory scene of the vivacious battlefield; deluged from all sides with hoarsely crying warriors; ruthlessly cut hands and feet loitering dismally in a stream of thick blood,

Show me terribly crumpled bits of incoherent paper; flooded with script that was incomprehensibly abusive,

Show me a woman weeping sadly; as she passionately missed her husband while he was away for just a brief interval of time,

Show me a castle profusely occupied by brutal demon horns; wickedly vicious snake skins suspended listlessly from the hollow ceiling,

Show me a deplorably broken mirror; reflecting a flurry of lifeless images; further exacerbating the condition of the already dull atmosphere,

Show me an insane lunatic; crazily thrashing his head countless number of times against the obdurate wall; trying to crunch every bone of his body with every
bang to the brick,

Show me an ambience entrenched with deathly blackness; permeating my impeccable countenance like infinite arrows coated with malice,

Show me the devil; towering tall and colossal towards the sky; ready to assassinate my scalp into unsurpassable no of tiny bits; at the slightest provocation he received,

And O! Lord please show me anything which might be horrendously obnoxious; anything which might be most despondently displeasing to the eye; anything which
might be horrifically corrupt and detrimental to celestial society; but please don’t show me death; don’t show me perpetual demise.

Take away my eyes instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her blind,

Take away my voice instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her dumb,

Take away my shadow instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her disappear,

Take away my feet instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her crippled and maim,

Take away all my happiness instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her depressed and maniacally gloomy,

Take away all my wealth instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her beg on the streets,

Take away all my dreams instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t break the blissful spell of her tantalizing fantasy,

Take away all my energy instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her weak and on the point of inevitable collapse,

Take away all my clothes instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her shiver uncontrollably,

Take away every chunk of my mind instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t mentally exert her even the slightest,

Take away my fluffy bed and mattress instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her sleep on the naked floor,

Take away all my teeth instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t give her even the slightest difficulty while she chewed food,

Take away all my blood instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t alleviate her zest and enthusiasm for life,

Take away all the juice trapped sumptuously in my stomach instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t starve her to bizarre limits,

Take away every trace of beauty from my body instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her ugly and hideously wicked,
Take away each hair shimmering on my scalp instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her embarrassingly bald,

Take away all my fingers instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t make her relinquish her ability to fantastically sketch,

Take away my breath instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t carry her to the heavens,

Take away my heart beat instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t stop hers from throbbing passionately,

And take away my life instead O! Almighty Lord; but please don’t order her to die.

Please don’t mind if I visited your dwelling wearing battered shoes; with my lace obnoxiously sprawled across and a myriad of holes blatantly visible in my socks,
As I had poignant reflections of your face circulating in my dreams; was prepared to leap in blistering fires at the slightest of insinuation you gave me.

Please don’t mind if the shirt clinging tautly to my silhouette had a plethora of wrinkles; abhorrent blotches of black sweat appeared on the collar,
As I perceived you to be the most wonderful person in the world; would take all those daggers hurled at you; directly on my bare chest.

Please don’t mind if my hands were coated with slimy grease; incongruous stubs of nails extruded from my fingers,
As I uttered your celestial name with the first rays of evanescent dawn; was wholesomely ready to bear the brunt of rebukes passed on you by the uncouth society.

Please don’t mind if I didn’t possess dexterous eloquence to speak; the charisma of a prince incarcerated in my demeanor,
As I unrelentingly fantasized about your mesmerizing voice all day; would consume even obdurate stones; if that is what you decided to serve me for nocturnal supper.

Please don’t mind if my lips were profusely chapped; my teeth didn’t display a scintillating shine,
As I could spot your ingratiating smile amidst millions; would perennially stay close to your feet even if you mercilessly whipped me.

Please don’t mind if I had unshaven cheeks; with clusters of incongruous hair protruding out in misalignment,
As I would try my stupendous best to sequester you from the slightest of dust blowing; engulf your persona from all sides to protect you from the piercing cold.

Please don’t mind if I walked incoherently; unable to emulate the articulate steps of a jeweled prince,
As I would make sure your dainty feet refrained to touch the tainted earth; carrying you wherever you went on my rubicund shoulders.

Please don’t mind if I didn’t embellish my neck with pearls; adorn my fingers with dazzling gold,
As I would discriminate you from all opulent existing in this world; decimate all those individuals who ever tried to purchase you.

Please don’t mind if I didn’t wear flamboyant sun shades over my eyes; went rampantly philandering through undulating mountain slopes and wild territory,
As I would like you to use them as a pellucid mirror; every time you had the insatiable urge to sight your face.

Please don’t mind if I was oblivious to pulverizing my food with forks and knives; blending and kneading it with my raw hands,
As I would make sure you ate the best of delicacies; would prepare delectably appetizing meals for you with my very own hands.

Please don’t mind if I emitted rambunctious snores while in deep slumber; inundating the atmosphere with a profoundly sounding cacophonic buzz,
As I would see to it that you slept like a queen all night; safeguarding you against ominous evil lurking in close proximity.

And please don’t mind If I didn’t have exorbitant wealth; biscuits of gold to eat for breakfast; pools replete with resplendent silver to submerge my visage in,
As I would famish myself to bizarre limits; wholesomely ensuring you were gratified every moment; tears of unprecedented ecstasy dribbled incessantly from your eyes; till the time you existed

If it came at the cost of; massacring countless innocent; in the wrath of derogatorily baseless politics,

If it came at the cost of; entangling the unassailably righteous dormitories of the conscience; in a graveyard of malignant manipulation,

If it came at the cost of; mercilessly marauding over a sea of priceless emotions and camaraderie; incarcerating the spirit of humanity in chains of diabolically inclement torture,

If it came at the cost of; venomously adulterating the fabric of pristinely spell binding mother nature; with monstrously monotonous edifices of bizarrely decrepit commercialism,

If it came at the cost of; violently metamorphosing every bit of blissful sanctity and compassionate brotherhood; into an amorphously agnostic coffin of devilishness,

If it came at the cost of; debasingly victimizing the lap of the sacrosanct mother; with whiplashes of threadbarely insane salaciousness,

If it came at the cost of; indiscriminately lambasting hatred; ghoulishly ghettoizing priceless mankind; into spurious fraternities of caste; creed and feckless color,

If it came at the cost of; chauvinistically treacherous prejudice; the maimed anarchy of a handful of dictators; devastating every ingredient of love from the trajectory of this benevolently emollient planet,

If it came at the cost of; truculently abusing the haplessly old; propelling them to ooze tears of torturous blood; every unfurling minute of the Omnipotently rejuvenating day,

If it came at the cost of; vindictively replacing every rivulet of quintessentially gifted blood in the body; with uxoriously bawdy wine and intransigently unending hatred,

If it came at the cost of; gruesomely overriding the civilization of unsurpassably insuperable harmony; with the scorpions of ill-will and despondently debilitating disease,

If it came at the cost of; murderously trading innocuously nubile skin; amongst salaciously rampaging and demonically sucking parasites,

If it came at the cost of; invidious violence sowing its lugubriously sinful seeds; on every quarter of his regally timeless and fantastically burgeoning Universe,

If it came at the cost of; ominously weeping betrayal; maliciously creeping into every holistically immaculate and perpetually loving heart,

If it came at the cost of; every anecdote of altruistically immortal bravery; drowning forever and ever and ever into wisps of worthless cigar smoke and lasciviously disappearing wine,

If it came at the cost of; divinely motherhood being immutably rebuked in the center of the town; its triumphantly venerated elements being excoriated apart into disastrous nothingness,

If it came at the cost of; insanely polluting God’s symbiotically celestial environment; with obnoxious chemicals and nuclear bombs of the most unimaginably hateful degree,

If it came at the cost of; cannibalistically making the poor more poorer and criminally commemorating the sins of the pompously rich; as the ultimate crescendos of life and unshakable humanity,

Then please leave me exactly the way I was born O! Almighty Lord; without a single cloth or ornament on my impoverished body; without the tiniest of embellishment on my uncontrollably shivering bones; please don’t ever give me any wealth; please don’t ever make me mighty or rich.

Even if you didn’t remember to wash your body early in the morning; slept cozily in your bed even after the Sun brilliantly crept up in the sky,

Even if you didn’t behave nicely with your wife; castigating her incessantly for her scores of inadvertent failures,

Even if you didn’t speak eloquently with your boss; howling at him a volley of horrendous abuse; giving a taste of his own medicine,

Even if you didn’t drive your vehicle to synchronized speed limits; swerving it like a wild panther let loose from the tyranny of the jungles,

Even if you didn’t sort your food meticulously with an array of shimmering spoons and forks; savagely tore through the chunks of fruit with untamed passion,

Even if you didn’t say ‘hello’ every time you received a phone; barked a thunderous expletive; before eventually slamming down the receiver,

Even if you didn’t wear clothes to cover your skin; ran stark naked on the streets; loudly proclaiming to the world that you were unrestricted and wholesomely free,

Even if you didn’t study for the examinations; engrossed yourself thoroughly in earning money through a series of nefarious means instead,

Even if you didn’t write or speak a single word in the entire day; pretended yourself to be the greatest; expecting people to perceive your every demand; by simply looking into your emphatic eyes,

Even if you didn’t budge an inch after the disastrous earthquake struck the entire nation; remained as stoical as ice to the inexplicable suffering happening all around,

Even if you didn’t switch on the lights of your house as the last rays of day had entirely faded away; incorrigibly resolved to remain in perennial darkness and gloom; spreading the same as far and wide as you could,

Even if you didn’t drink water every time you felt thirsty; instead pacified the scorching chords of your throat with oligarchic wine,

Even if you didn’t respect your elders; treated small children in your neighborhood with profound hostility,

Even if you didn’t pay your bills for the month; remained sunk in your own world of voluptuous fantasy all day and night,

Even if you didn’t eat pure vegetarian food to appease your famished bowels; annihilated innocent animals instead to add taste to your lackluster tongue,

Even if you didn’t sit peacefully at one place for dedicated long hours; fidgeted about beating the bush with your impetuous palms instead,

Even if you didn’t adhere to each of your promises; betrayed the person whom you loved; not being able to accept the increasing pressures of mankind,

Even if you didn’t admire the enchanting melody of the singing birds; profusely patronized the voice of the hideous vultures instead,

And even if you lead life unconventionally; metamorphosing each blissful moment into veritable hell; acting upon your fancy whims and eccentricities,

Please don’t forget to pray to God; worship him in whatever form you had the prowess to conceive him,

For let me tell you; that you might be considering yourself very unique; self made persons having the supreme ability to implement each of your liquid thoughts into action; but without his blessings you were all simply broken strands of matchsticks orphaned on the ground; and before the last flame on your body dies a ghastly death;
C’mon get down on your heels; and fold your hands in front of the Creator.

Even if you didn’t glimpse an infinitesimal iota towards me the entire sweltering day; neglecting me like a chunk of threadbare shit; as you wholeheartedly flirted with your surreptitious paramour right in front of my eyes,

Even if you didn’t appreciate my worldclass accomplishments an inconspicuous trifle; sadistically preferring to feed the wood on my scintillating trophies; to your fleet of obnoxiously indolent termites,

Even if you didn’t cuddle my innocuously trembling chin an infidel bit; blasphemously drenching my impoverished persona with acrimonious cauldrons of
diabolical acid,

Even if you didn’t clap for me the slightest as I triumphantly kissed the glorious pinnacles of Everest; ignominiously ridiculed me for looking like a frigid scarecrow; from the point where she sighted me on robust earth,

Even if you didn’t kiss me on my passionately slavering cheeks; satanically diverting all gruesomely grisly lizards of the house; to insidiously crawl on them instead,

Even if you didn’t mischievously cavort with me through the bountifully sun soaked hills; truculently lambasting my nimbly shivering skin with whiplashes of devilish hatred instead,

Even if you didn’t regally cajole me in my times of disparagingly deteriorating duress; using my tears instead of table salt; for titillating your spuriously roasted meat; instead,

Even if you didn’t rejoice with me as I assimilated every speck of celestial enlightenment on the trajectory of this fathomless Universe; heinously
preferring to clandestinely gallop with ghoulish corpses in sinister darkness; instead,

Even if you didn’t respect the most benevolent of my deeds an ephemeral trace; saluting the lascivious dungeon of sleazy parasites with profound admiration in your eyes; instead,

Even if you didn’t pay heed to the most despairingly traumatic of my cries; uninhibitedly dancing to the tunes of my horrific agony; violently smooching your
boyfriend; instead,

Even if you didn’t empathize the tiniest with my overwhelmingly dreary bones after I acridly faced the onslaught of the remorsefully manipulative society;
gagging a mortuary of torching needles into my mouth as I holistically snored,
Even if you didn’t fantasize about my regally brandishing sword and patriotic scepter; ludicrously chortling your breath out; as I valiantly stepped into the rampaging battlefield; to defend my very own sacrosanct motherland,

Even if you didn’t relentlessly walk by my side as I trespassed through all the good and sordidly bad in life; vengefully laid the most lecherously bawdy barricades in every of my advancing paths; instead,

Even if you didn’t cook tantalizing morsels of food for my miserably emaciated stomach; ruthlessly extricated my mass of intricately poignant intestines; to feed the cacophonically wailing eunuchs outside; instead,

Even if you didn’t mesmerize my uxoriously livid nerves with mellifluously ebullient sound; mercilessly left the horde of salaciously victimizing wolves upon my naked flesh; when I was snoozing; instead,

Even if you didn’t believe one bit in the most sagaciously righteous of my preachings; maliciously blowing the rambunctiously blowing horns of your car full throttle; the instant I attempted to open my nimble mouth,

Even if you didn’t like it an evanescent speck if I took your name; barbarously slashed the rosy pink of my lips with the malevolently prejudiced butcher’s knife; if I dared to praise your enamoring countenance,

Even if you didn’t respect me an ethereal iota for all my immortally compassionate love; tirelessly kept expurgating your feces upon my skull; envisaging it to be your favorite lavatory seat,

Nevertheless; Your mere presence itself has and will forever inspire me; making me feel the most pricelessly blessed entity alive; miraculously metamorphosing every element of my grief into a paradise of unconquerable happiness,

So therefore it is my humble request to you O! eternal beloved; execute whatever conceivable torture you could upon my diminutive persona; crucify me with all
the badness that exists on this Universe; blind me with all the hatred in your life; but please don’t leave me to lead a life more penalizing than death; please don’t ever leave me.